Running from what … ?

What am I running from – avoiding ?

Sitting down, taking time to reflect and looking at my situation.
Maybe I have to set a time per week where I do it …
Meditation then writing, taking the hour for myself and no one else, not even the dog.

When I am in the ‘Doer’ ( ! old behaviour ) I tend to run behind, trying to catch the train that has left already when another – better – train is coming in 5 minutes.

‘Expanding’ is a good description for my situation, I am pulling my life back together.

‘Not worthy’ played out with receiving help. My pride hindered me in asking for financial assistance.

Walking on the edge of falling to the ground, into the swamp, lost in the dark forest, in the desert and standing tall and proud, shining, inspiring.
The dropping to the ground is me giving up trying and achieving. When I stand I am vulnerable – a possible target for others. When I stand i shine and I also enlighten others.